i have been struggleing with my weight for most of my life. it got to the point that i was ready to give up but something inside said don't there i a skinnier person that wants to escape on day and can't wait for that day to happen. i have barracaded myself in my house and am to embarrassed to go out looking the way i do and if i feel like that i could only imagine what others think. my hubby and i are not getting along and that is my fault because i have shut him out i feel he tell me he loves...