I just got off the phone with my clinic and found out I have to have another sleep study done. They stated that I do need the C-Pap so I'll be getting that on Sunday. Yeah, another night of worrying about my dreams and what I'm up to in my sleep. I will remember to lay off the water really early this time.

Hey all,
It's been a while since I have been here! It's been a month and I am down 19 pounds and down one size in clothes! I go back in January for my next doc appt. I am not hungry much at all but still having it tough gettin' in fluids. I get to about 56 to 60 ozs. I am struggling to get to 64! I will be glad to get back to the gym since the doctor said I can now.
Turkey day went well and did not get sick! Yayee!
Vivian:DiscussWLSRocks:

Ive been here alone alot over past few days...so what does that mean??? Well Im guessing it means you all have lives! Im thanfufl and happy for that. Ive done house work, got pretty, went to inlaws, did laundry, studied, hmmm slept, guess not much of a life? I have been around alot last few days. Im probably going to loose internet service so I guess I better enjoy it while I can. I love the library so I will find a way to be around. I had a descent Thanksgiving at inlaws, cooked some T-day...

Ok, so I found out on Wednesday that my paperwork has NOT been sent to insurance and it probably won't be sent until this week if not next. Even though I specifically asked if my paperwork was being sent the day I was given my date and told yes.

So, here unfolds the newest addiction beyond this site. My insurance has a secure web addy that I can check on referrals, payments, the whole shabang. Normally I've always loved this feature but, now I can see that my paperwork is not there...

Just a few weeks until Christmas and its sinking in that we are both unemployed. Its not the gifts Im worried about...Im scared, but know it will all play out and work out somehow it always does. Im confused, Im very prideful so hate pitty. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. It's been a long time since I felt the hatred I apparently harbor for those with "normal" lives. All day I kept seeing minivans and suv's with trees on top, and I wanted to throw up frankly. I cant remember what Christmas...